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37 more days till i get out of here for 2 weeks. away from the real world, away from drama and away from all the chaos my brain seems to find my life in. it'll be my first time going somewhere far away and not just as far as california...but as far as Hawaii. yes, Hawaii. i can't wait. being able to just spend all my time on the beach and relax and not have to worry about a thing, is seeming pretty ideal right now.

aside from Hawaii, my life is nothing but a jumbled mess right now. i work about 13 hours a day now with this dumb system conversion we're doing, trying to squeeze coaching softball in there somewhere and finding time for myself and my friends... i'm so worn out by the end of the day that i don't feel like doing anything. bleh. but i love it. keeping busy is exactly what i need right now.

ps. living on my own in my apartment, is ...... more then amazing. <3