i surrender

i don't get people. yes no one is perfect and we all make decisions we shouldn't, but that gives no one the right to judge if you don't do the same things other people do. We all have our differences and have interests in things others wouldn't even imagine. if someone doesn't agree with the decisions you're making..doesn't give them right to go and tell the whole world about them. Recently, this has happened. yes i have made decisions recently that one of my very best friends, someone who knows who i am and knows what i'm about and has always been there for me through thick and thin, dislike the things i have been up to. she's never judged me until now...and she knew that some of this has been happening for a few years now but she's never been around it, till now. she had the nerve to go and tell a few others what has been going on...people who i would never EVER imagine telling in my life. it's total bull shit. i've never been so hurt by one of my best friends and my trust with her is gone. completely. so for those of you who are reading this, if someone tells you a secret, and you wouldn't want them going and telling yours...don't go tell theirs. it hurts and it can be harsh when you find out who else knows.

on a brighter note....i move out in 4 days. so excited. i have all my bathroom stuff and it's going to be so adorable. alyssa and i are so excited and i can't wait to be on my own. like i said, anyone who wants to come see the apartment after the first week of march..just contact me!